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Hope Deferred & a Dream Born…

Hope1There is a Proverb that says: Hope deferred makes the heart sick,  but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:12

I shared in my previous post that I was finally working and loving my new job. It felt right. It felt like home. It felt like a gift of God. But alas, it is over… The job ended on Friday. I was shocked and very hurt. There was really no explanation or reasoning, just an assurance that though I was great, they wanted to try other people. I smiled my way out of there, remained thankful and professional, but as soon as I got to my car I cried, and cried, the tears didn’t stop for two days. I went out with some friends and one of them noticed me from across the room and sent me a text saying “please don’t cry.” Sometimes I think people don’t want you to cry because it makes them uncomfortable. It makes them feel helpless. But crying is a good thing. It’s cleansing and sometimes it will give you clarity. At least it did for me…

The clarity I gained that even when you want something really bad, and it appears to be good for you, there is better. I haven’t gotten to the better yet, but I am believing it does exist. God is still in control and He has a purpose for everything. In this case, I am grateful to have made enough money to sustain me a little while longer. God is feeding me my daily bread, just as He promised.

I also realized that worlds view of success may not always be the best view, nor is it God’s view. Having a great career, beautiful home and wonderful spouse with a couple of children is usually what people consider to be success and I admit I do too at times. But if I use these attributes as a measuring stick for my life, then I would be considered a complete failure. Comparing yourself to others or what they have, is a recipe for unhappiness, and I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to be unhappy.

Right now my life is taking the course into the unknown and I don’t know where its leading, but I know that it will be good. I serve a God who blesses us with good and perfect gifts, so as I patiently await mine, I also pray that He molds me into a good and perfect gift. I want to be a good and perfect gift for my new job, for my business, for my future spouse, for my ministry. I want to not only be blessed, but also to be a blessing as well. This is the real definition of success…

As far as a dream realized, something amazing was been born out of all these recent challenges. Thanks to a talk with my Lift Strategist and amazing friend Jasmine Johnson, I decided to launch my new business. She reminded that I have a knack for detail and making special days, even more special. I combined that with my love for flower arranging, weddings and decorating, and voila! The Suite was born!

The Suite is an exclusive wedding night suite decorating service. I prepare and decorate the room so that couples can enjoy their first night together as husband & wife in an ambiance of romance, beauty and bliss. I also decorate for anniversaries, proposals, and any special occasion. For more information please visit: The Suite

All in all, my hope has been deferred, but a dream was also born. Isn’t life like that sometimes? A mixture of the bitter and the sweet? For now, my heart is a little sick, but I can honestly say that I am so appreciative for the “spoonful of sugar that helps the medicine go down”. (Thank you Mary Poppins- Smile). Pray for me as I pray for you…

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5 comments on “Hope Deferred & a Dream Born…

  1. Karisa
    September 17, 2012

    Oh my! I read the first few lines in shock. As I read on, I wish I were there to embrace you. Praise the Lord for His comfort and your faith. Trusting the Lord will provide our daily bread is precisely the lesson I am entering into. Thank you for sharing your testimony. Hearing of how you are holding on to Christ is encouraging.

    The Suite – bomb! This is a perfect fit. Your Lift Specialist sure hit the nail on the head.

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  2. Charese
    September 17, 2012

    This was AMAZING! The Suite is going to be WONDERFUL! So proud of you!

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  3. CamishaMV
    September 17, 2012

    You made a Thug Misses cry……Hope deferred. This is an on time blog. Thank you Toiah. Thank you for being you. Much success to you. Love ya.

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  4. Freya
    September 24, 2012

    love it. believing in god’s promises is the best route. praying for you!! xoxo

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